JOURNAL WRITEING

OBSERVATIONS OF LIFE SITUATIONS THAT EVOKE QUESTIONS AND RESPONSES.

My education has been  start in early childhood because my father was educated and traveled in many city in India so they know important of education and what are the role of education in our life and society. That’s why they send me for education in early childhood. Not remembered correct date that time how was I old? When I had went to for Urdu class in my village. There are we learn Urdu, Hindi and basic concept of English (a b c d…) but it is not like formal education and also unorganized so my father not satisfied with this so he enroll me in a MADRSA. Madrsa is an institute of Islamic education therefore in madrsa mostly education related to spiritual, here child learn about Islamic culture and holly book. Almost one year I went to madrsa and acquire Islamic education.

Next year my father take me to get admission in a school, it was a government school. Destination would four or five km. this school was government school in village so not aware about education, neither parents nor school administration. Mostly child come to school just off for government relief and scholarships. The school infrastructure was so poor luck of budget or corruption. Child takes entry from main gate but they go out from window, it is like a game for student. Teachers not take it seriously they had sleep in class on chair. I also did it but I was interested in school education. Unfortunately I live in a small village there were no awareness about schooling may, Parents not want to send their child in school. They think if child would go to school then he will just lose his time otherwise nothing aspect behind it.

My father observed that my education quality not improved, then again my father changed my school and that time I take admission in a private school in zero standard there were no nursery, KG and UKG, Class start with zero then first standard. This private school made by grass it was hurt; there were five classrooms in a row and a small ground front of school. Here no faculty of drinking water and toilets, for this child had go in open areas behind the school. The number of total student will be hundred and four teachers. Yes if we talk about a village school this is so good. My parents say that I improved my education in this school.  I still remember one of the best episodes of my education life. While I was in zero class and our math teacher gives a task for all student, table one to twenty for remember. I was only one student in class who complete this task in given time. The math teacher very inspired to me then asked why you sitting here? Tomorrow I want to see you in first class because you deserve it. From first to third standard I gated first rank. After completed third class again leave this school and went with my father where my father live. Now  that time I was not comfortable with education because this environment was not suitable for me everything had been change for me, most importantly mother loves, here nobody is who take care to me. All things had been doing myself therefore that was so difficult for me. My father has been busy in him profession. They could not give more time for me, I had lived in a room alone mostly time without any chat. Passing a period of time I went back home in summer holiday. But this time I cannot accept for back again for school, my father force me but I did not accept finally they went. Although my education stopped on present year, but this time of period I enjoyed with my friends, in them many were not go for school. All day we had enjoy some local game, like play card, swimming in river and etc. I had also enjoy with them, all time I was live out at home, come only on lunch time and go back again. Almost three years I have been do this, my interest from education almost gone. Then my father argued with my mother that if he not wants to study more so he should know some technical skill for future but mummy against it, she told to my father that he is child, therefore he would not go for this.

Later while my brother come from to Delhi at home. He observed me that I was out of track from education, He take argument with me as hard as and then order to me that you will be have to complete tenth class in any case so now you should be ready for it otherwise no option for you . Through pressure but again I was ready for schooling.  I take tution for some month for better performance in school test and I sited in school test, result was not so bad they allowed me to admission in seventh class. I was happy after it’s because after third class I had not completed any class and after taking some month of tution classes I could became able for it. Although mine education back on track again and finally I have completed my tenth class with first division. I completed my 10^th class from bihar board with seventy-five percentage marks, while result had declare I had so happy with my score also my parents extremely happy they fill too well after my result even in my village it was shocking for everybody but they all were  happy. Here is one question is rise why my villagers is shocked after hear my result and then happy well it’s a highest percentage in tenth class from my village who permanent live in village and study in village.

Now we can analysis this journal how was a child good in education during their childhood stage but then they go out on bad track they had no any interest in education then after it he again back on education field and completed his education up to tenth class. So we can say that it does not matter that if a child good in early then remain it on further. But he/ she want study then he/she can back on education track ever.