LIFE EXPRIENCE ACCOUNT

HI!  Myself Md Nasibuddin khan. I have completed my graduate from pgdav College University of Delhi and now I am doing B.ed (bachelor of education) from institute of vocational study.  I am sharing of my life experience account which are related to my personal and educational life.

I completed my 10^th class from bihar board with seventy-five percentage marks, while result had declare I am so happy with my score also my parents extremely happy they fill too well after my result even in my village it was shocking for everybody but they  happy. Here is one question is rise why my villagers is shocked after hear my result well it’s a highest percentage in tenth class from my village side who permanent live in village and study in village.

Some day after the result I come to delhi with lots of hope and dreams. I want to become an engineer that time I do not know more about how I can become an engineer but I am ready for every challenges. In delhi I joined coaching for science and stared reading of science text books, my brother suggest me that you should be well prepare for it because in delhi mostly school administration and managements ignored to enroll bihar board student in their school because luck of bihar education system, gradually admission date came near and I was very excited for its. Finaly admission begun then me and my brother went to my nearest school in sarojini nagar and we demand for science but school principal directly rejected mine demand just see my document and told you are not able to science in this school so you can try to other school. But it was shocking for my dream, me and my brother come back home and plan to next day. We think don’t worry here is lots of school wet hewer we get science. at that night I meet some old student who has got science in this school they say me that last year requirement for science is  seventy to seventy five percentage after listen this I relax and wait for next day with positive think that I have also seventy five percentage so I can get.

But I really say that time of period is most difficult of my life while next day we went to another schools almost every school did not accept for science. I think that” I  have also requirement percentage but in current year merit for science increased special in English so finally I released that everything happened just because of English. I struggle for getting science because of English. In Bihar board English is not compulsory subject it’s an additional subject during that time so I was not more aware about English I just score thirty-four in English which is negative point on my marks sheet. In Delhi schools noticed my English number, while I have release that problem yet I died mentally almost.

Finally I decided that I will not go for more education because I want to only admission in science stream never think about another subject so I did stop every activity which are related to education and sit at home but then I released important of English what is power of English in our education system and also first time fess what is tension? What is stress? I had forgotten my natural smile. Who never face that types of thing and then suddenly rounded by many stress in my teen age life which are not tolerable for me. After one week at night my brother told me that tomorrow  we will go for one more school, someone tell me you should try in these school might be this school offer you for science. Next day when we are going to school” while I continually thinking about my future. Where is going my future still I don’t know. We directly go into the principal office and demanded for science and show my document. They keep my document on hand and check it after this he says me that well you are from Bihar and your English is appearing weak but you will manage for science. Me and brother looked at each other and say in a tone “YES SIR” we will manage, it was another shocking for us but this time. We were happy that finally I got admission in science. I did all formality and I enroll in school. After some day of school one day a classmate inform me that principle sir call you in office it’s urgently, I reply him ok am going. I do not know what happened but a little affair in my mind. I enter in the principle office, sir you call me, yes he say Nasibuddin some wrong issue find in your document. What sir I say. He replies me that your name is not matching school living certificate and board certificate. On board certificate your name is Md Nasibuddin Khan but on school certificate is Nasibuddin khan so you will be correct it from school where you complete you school and also with school stump.  I argue for it sir it’s not a major issue but my argument did not listen. He says me you would be do it’ yet your admission is stopped or invalid so go and do it. After lots of struggle I gated science so never think for losing admission.

On that day I go back bihar, this time of period in bihar very rainfall. I reached at home another day went to in my school for correct my name which are on my certificate and I did. Rain still fall nonstop every where water and water but I say to my family I shall go to Delhi  in any case it essential, my parents allow for this then I pack up and waiting for morning. It was too bad lack of my life while early morning voice came into my hear that flood come, flood come flood come I wake up quickly and say what happened mummy. Flood has come, mummy says.  No! Now am how will go. It’s needed for me but I cannot do this because any direction of my village rivers are situated. Some day later flood gradually decreases but it takes my one week after this I reached in delhi. I went to school and submitted the certificate they say ok unfortunate also they say you are too late so your seat has been allotted to other student, we have no more seat of science so you would be change your streams otherwise your admission will be canceled. I came back home and told to my brother about this. Everybody upset they affair that again I drop education so they start motivate me for other streams arts and commerce they give me some motivate example. Almost after ten day I accepted for art, in commerce I have no any interest.

My brother told me that you can become IAS; it is top rank post in India as government employer, Government pay them almost fifty thousand per month and do you know, most of the arts student prepare for it because arts is very helpful for IAS syllabus. That time I don’t know any more about IAS but it’s inspiring me a little. After some month in school, I had been little interest in arts and most important thing is that my concentration was to improving English, if I read two hours in one day, one hour on study in English. I never fill well to going school so I always did bunk one or two day in a week. I do not prepare for test or assignment; I live like a lazy boy. My final board exam was near but I was not serious for it. Again my brother trying to push up me for exam. They say me what are you doing? If you are not interested to study mere but you have to be pass your exam. You spend two years for this of your life so why you doing sit just because of science. Science had your past forget it live in present think about future that what do you want? Your future is on your hands, but still I was not serious so I think myself ok I will read for clear my exam. Just twenty day is left so I study every day. Finally I sit for exam. While I was sit in exam I fill that was seriously write exam that time not anything on my mind that I have science commerce or arts just writing down for good score. It was a positive change in my attitude. Exam over very well then result has declare, again I obtained seventy-five percentage but this time I did well in English, obtain number was seventy-five. I was happy with my result also my brother that is big changes in my educational life. My friends and my relative congrate me and they told me that now you can get admission in college.